Snake Medicine - Vomiting out venom

June 2023

This is a case study about myself. I hold a million stories from others. Many clients, from the perspective of the rear view mirror, have given permission to, and are fully prepared to share their journey. So, more will be added, as I weave my way through many years of working therapeutically with healing and art to facilitate change in people’s lives.

I have snake medicine: It’s not my number one go to, but I can access it

I met a powerful snake DayMaster in Berlin recently. And then I understood. Extraction medicine had been coming through for a significant while now in mediation and instruction. I also know, now, how things I have found physically revolting cause me to spit. But that might, I saw how this snake was enveloped with my current situational blackness and then vomited. As soon as I told her what I could see, she stopped. I took it back and began spitting.
The darkness was much deeper than either of us understood that night. My ancestral Karma, I had known about since age 20, was that I had to solve something murky that traced back multiple generations. To the 1600’s to be exact. Back then I could only see it through 3 generations until I sought help.

Ancestral Healing

During lockdown I started getting visitations from an ancestor. I was spending a lot of time alone, meditating and running for a few hours a day. So, I had plenty of time and space for my intuition to open. It became very interesting to try and unravel a family puzzle, and I learnt how to channel. But despite care and boundaries, it went too far. I am one person., I can’t heal something that big. I run a business and have real world responsibilities. This was a big lesson, and I will be more cautious going forwards.

It all came to a head at the Temple Priestess Retreat, and then continued to expand in intensity as I continued to unpack the insights I had received. Eight months later, it had cleared.

So, I apologise for not sharing the meat of the story yet, it is finally resolved, but the details are not for public consumption. The point of the story is that sensitive people can see, feel, smell, and hear things others can’t imagine, even when spoken in a language they are not fluent in. And an intense development in sensitivity, which I believe many experienced during lockdown, is exciting at first, but can lead to quite dark experiences. I am lucky, I have a network of very talented healers. And I am also very resilient. But a happy life does not take on the karma of others. And deep diving into portals or vortexes of heavy energy is very stupid. I forgive myself for being curious and trying to right the wrongs of the past, and also for not knowing my own limits or what I was really dealing with. Some things are not my problem. Actually most things are not my problem. That is my learning.

The Painting Above

This was created in Berlin, in a techno painting class with Dina Schneider. She showed us how to let the art come through to the canvas via the music we were listening to.